幻想的乐园

我好像已经习惯了等待

从以前的恋情我就是那个在原地等待的人

我不知道为什么我会选择等待

可能我觉得值得 

我会慢慢等 慢慢等 

虽然我看不到未来我们的样子

可是既然我选择等待 我就会继续等

耐心的等

不做你的绊脚石 <3

So I'm gonna love you

Like I'm gonna lose you

I'm gonna hold you

Like I'm saying goodbye wherever we're standing

I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when

猜不透人心

暧昧不清让人讨厌做恶

b p 

不是说过了就不算数

心灵上出走也值得被人唾弃

打从心里瞧不起这种人

我只希望好的人 事 物 不是暂时的 

而是可以延续的

我有信心我可以 你有吗？

我

想

去

旅

行 

在八月之前

可

是

25 是我今年的年龄岁数

我说25岁的我有很多想法

想为我的未来拼搏 又想放弃一切过个惬意的生活

放弃现在的工作 拥有的 出去闯闯 比如working holiday

真的有很多的想法 想去实践的 

其实我喜欢我的工作 同时也很多抱怨

不知道从几时开始抱怨成了生活的必须

抱怨工作 抱怨老板 抱怨生活

那是短浅没深度的自己

我告诉自己不可以再抱怨了 因为我看到其实很多人比我得到的更少 

已经是2016年的3月了 时间飞逝

来做个回顾吧

去年11月我去了趟韩国的首尔和济州岛 

真心喜欢韩国 地方 和 食物 都很棒

很想再回去韩国 毕竟觉得首尔还有很多地方没去到 

下次一定再回去

到了12月 就是又忙又开心的一个月 

12月有让人开心的圣诞节 我们susubang和去年差不多一样 这次租了homestay 在里面吃吃喝喝睡觉 

12月当然还有13薪啦 就等于12月可以拿两个月的薪水 赫赫 好开熏

过完了1月1号的新年 我就出发去了趟台湾 这次我带妈妈和朋友们一起游台湾

继上一篇文章已经超过了一年了

那就来update一下我现在的生活吧

话说我去年的8月 也就是 2014年已经顺利的毕业 也顺利的在新加坡找到了我想要的工作

虽然说很多人读什么都未必做到相关的工作 庆幸的是我找到了相关的工作同时我也喜欢的工作

来新加坡的目的除了兑换率很吸引人之外 也为了我的另一半 

不知道为什么就想追随他的脚步 来新加坡工作也是唯一的方法让我们脱离远距离恋爱

来新加坡工作一切都很好 遇到了只对漂亮女孩不错的老板 也幸好姐我长得略有姿色

所以在公司算是如鱼得水 同事多数都是来自马来西亚 所以大家的感情都蛮要好的

一刚开始都不错 只是觉得在新加坡生活很累人因为大家的脾气都很暴躁 

被顾客无理地骂 投诉 逼你快速地交出报告都很普遍 

This is not the first time I writing a blog using english. Well, I admit that my english writing skill is sucks to the maximum but I will try my very best to write a blog/diary using engllish.

Chinese new year is around the corner, I was bought a lot of short pants, shirts, shoes & bags… that’s why I was spent about 1000 bucks..i was shocked when I realised it…I start to stop spending but my desire of shopping is too high. I even managed to shopping alone. I must be crazy since I can spent so much of money without have any income source anymore. Opppss…forgot to mentioned that actually I already resigned from my company - Gold Parts since December 2013, but I have extended my last day to the middle of January this year. I was appreaciated all the things in my former company, the experience, the knowledge, and etc… they are so kind to me even I decided to leave the company because of full time study of ACCA,they still giving me bonus for this Chinese new year.

Therefore, this coming half year I will focus on my study and aim to pass all the papers in this June 2014 sitting and graduate from ACCA become an affiliate. But I seems like still enjoy my honeymoon month, never study but watching korean drama and my favourite show “Running Man”… Speaking of Running Man, how I wish the Monday couple could be the real couple in reality although I know Song Ji Hyo already have a CEO boyfriend and might haven’t break up with each other, but I still hold a glimmer of hope that gary and jihyo can become real Monday couple. Anyway, this is something beyond our control so that I wish both of them can have real love and happiness in reality.

Talks about fashion, I am thinking about how to using a little bit of money to dress up myself and makes me look good in fashionable way. But I think it is impossible and there must be a huge investment which I still can’t afford at the moment. Why other people always looks so fashion, pretty and awesome but I looks extremely normal and dull. I try to dress up myself even just go to school lol…I found that it makes me feel happy, confidence. That’s a good step for me… XD

Today is the last class before CNY, from the moment when the class ended I already enjoyed my CNY holiday to the max without hanging around with all the books until the day of release exam result…to be honest, I still have not much of feeling like worry about the result or nervous while waiting for the result like Nicole have. Just hope everything don’t out of my expectation for P2 and 3..god bless hardly lol

That’s about it for today…hope the next diary won’t be a long time because the owner of this blog (that’s me) is so lazy to think what to write…

Lastly, happy new year to all my friends and family and me MYSELF…

result for dec'12 exam session will released by ACCA less than 24 hours from now

i can't descirbe my feeling while waiting for the result

but im sure that i used up all my saving to torture myself

i still cannot confirm how many years i gonna to face this stress

so no choice i have to continue to torture myself until one day i feel tired

actually i was happy when i completed exam for f6 and i felt quite confident as i able to answered without a

shadow of doubt...lol

i still manage to eat, sleep, study toilet note with happy mood

until the next day, some f*cking busybody fellow told me that we made a big mistake....nonono is HUGE

mistake

安甬 我的部落格

在想如果你是有生命力的 或许我就是个不及格的主人呗

距离上次的文章 已经超过一年了

时间飞逝啊

接受 放弃 哭泣 欢笑 压力 解放

就这样过了一年

心里住的我 请问你长大了吗

已经准备好看看人心的险恶了吗

身心疲倦啊 太多束缚了

半年的开销需要 10千

喲呼~

昨天的假日我盡然一個人渡過一整天？？

不可思議

真的想不到我的康復能力那麽的快

雖然晚上還是有失控

可是總的來說都是好的開始吧

我昨天一睡醒就狂看我的laughing gor

從早上就一直看到下午

吃了好吃的麥儅儅當午餐

就出去還東西給joe哥

可憐的不只有我一個

可是我卻是那可憐的其中一個

渴望見到你的我顯得多可笑

慶幸你的溫柔還在

你讓我好心安

未來是什麽？？

給我的感覺未來就是蒙蒙的

看不清楚的感覺

很想坐時光機

看看我的未來到底是什麽樣

未來讓我感覺很無助 茫然

摸不清楚

其實我知道自己想要些什麽

只是目標離我現在真的很遙遠

很有差距

超久沒有寫blog了。。

感覺陌生了

都已經是2011年的六月了

距離上次的文章差不多有1年了

我也畢業半年了